I love you

Strange as it may seem, today, I feel the need to write on this blog how much i love my babies, and my husband.

Every day is a miracle, a blessing, and an unknown. And so often the days go by without the appreciation they deserve. That's normal, but sometimes it's worth mixing things up. Especially when there's a great platform like this blog to do that.

So.

Hudson, Stella, Andy

I love you more than you can ever know. You are my heart, my soul, my favorite part of life. Not a day goes by where I don't think of you often, smile, and get excited about living life with you. Of course this rainbow may not always seem as bright, but it's always there. Like God's promise to us, I promise to love you to the best of my ability, with God's grace, as long as I live.

Thank you, for letting me love you, and for loving me back. I'm so lucky.

Love
Amy

11 months

 a little late, but I can't believe our baby Stella will be ONE this month!! a few updates on Stella:
She STILL only has TWO teeth! This little girl is not in a rush to get those chompers, but she has certainly had her share of pain, and disrupted sleep. Poor thing, she loves to eat food but still struggles a bit with the mashing part at times. Like her brother, though, she also loves her fruits! She'll eat a little chicken or whatever, but if you give her a blueberry or grape she'll be asking for more! she's using her sign language pretty well, though i understand her well enough that it's not a huge need most of the time. She still eats about 30-35 ounces of milk a day, along with her three meals and snacks. I would say her favorite thing to eat right now is blueberries, but she's a big fan of peas and broccoli as well, and likes her carbs! She still takes her meds twice a day, but we're hoping to taper that off and get her completely medicine free - though she has the occasional vomiting or difficulty breathing, she is doing SO much better than she was just a few months ago. So we are thankful, and she seems to be happier too - though she's always been very happy!
Her favorite activity is absolutely whatever Hudson is doing. They "chase" each other, which is so fun to watch - Hudson on his train and Stella crawling as fast as she can, loving the game. There have been plenty of bumps with Hudson not wanting her in his business, so we spend a fair amount of time talking through the sharing process, etc. It's not easy, but i'm sure it could be worse. And when they do get along it's the sweetest thing - there are days when i'll look over and catch Hudson helping her stand up, or giving her a hug just because. :)
Stella loves to crawl, stand on things, bounce, climb up stairs, and is getting more determined to stand up and start using those sticks for walking. She loves walking while you hold her hands, and we are guessing it won't be more than a couple months tops before she takes off. In the mean time though, we are enjoying the process - she is so adorable, and so happy, easy to laugh, and loving. She LOVES to hug any stuffed animal she sees, and her first word is definitely HI! She will say hi to the stuffed animal (and sometimes she says what sounds like "Hi Doggy") and grab it to give it a big hug and kiss. Adorable.
She still sleeps from about 7/7:30 − 6ish, and takes about 2 1/2-3 hours worth of naps, morning and afternoon. She loves drinking with a straw, dancing, music, and bath time. She is a mommy's girl, wanting me to be with her and has started getting upset when i leave, but no one lights up her face like her daddy. She will give Andy a hug and kiss anytime, and with the biggest smile ever. And of course her kisses are with a fully open mouth right now, so that's always fun to watch. 

Christmas with G & G Rosdil

Stella loved the new gifts she received this Christmas - but the stuffed dog in particular got the most kisses! She also loved pulling the ornaments and garland off the tree - so much so that we took the tree down this weekend, which is about 3 weeks earlier than usual! 

uh oh, looks like stella was paying attention when we watched the Christmas Story!! :) I TRIPLE DOG DARED HER…:)

Even though we were here just the four of us for Christmas, Kathy and Ted came out the week after to celebrate with us. We captured a rare moment of affection with hudson and stella, and got some fun group pictures where neither child is crying - which counts as a Christmas miracle i would say! 

Stella had lots of fun with Grandma Rosdil - it's been said she looks a lot like her Grandma, and judging by this picture i'd say there's certainly a similarity! Two beauties!

Three generations of Rosdil...

Smiles are hard to get on camera, so i'll take this as a pretty good family photo! Great pic to start the new year, and all the great new adventure we'll be having!

The holiday season in Denver...

We call this the triple sandwich - both kids are happiest when they have zero personal space, so this sums it up.

We have known this group of friends pretty much since we moved to denver in 2007, and when we first met none were married and there were no kids. Now there are NINE kids between us. This was a fun holiday get together - the boys are all within about 1 1/2 years in age, so they always have a good time together. Stella is about two months younger than the twins (boy/girl).

Stella with her buddy from school, Alexis (1 1/2 months older), and her teacher Lina at the little holiday party she hosted for us.

Christmas morning - Stella had fun with everything in the room - packaging, Hudson's toys, AND her gifts. She is becoming more affectionate and loves to hug and kiss any stuffed animal, so it was lots of fun to open a few of them and watch her. She also loves music, and will make banging noises and dance to just about anything.

Hudson got new jammies and light up shoes...both of which he needed to put on right away. He also got what he asked for from Santa - Thomas the tank engine with the misty island tunnel and shake shake bridge - I have no idea where he came up with the detailed description, but Santa delivered! And I can thank Toys R Us for helping too...

Stella received a couple outfits from her Godmother too, so of course we needed to try them on! She liked the tootoo piece - her first one! She also spent some time on Christmas checking the garland...and tasting it too.

Here she is kissing the doggie from Gigi...she did this all morning. So adorable.

These kids are a great adventure, that's for sure. Though it was hard to be here, away from family, this first Christmas for us as a family of four, it was great to be home with them too. I guess at some point we have to make our own family traditions, so this was the year to start. I'm thankful to have this little family of mine.

Student Services shindig

This year I hosted a Christmas party for the other Student services Directors - we meet weekly, and I've gotten to know and love them, and since we have this big house right now it was great to have them all over after work! I'm thankful to be able to work alongside some great people.

cookie decorating 101

Since we weren't traveling this Christmas, we were sure to do some fun traditional activities here at home! Hudson made his first sugar cookies! He did a great job, and even moved the dough down to his chair toward the end so he could easily pick up what dropped on the floor and put it back in the ball to roll out and prepare for a Christmas shape. :) That's just what you get when you make cookies with a three year old. He also helped with the decorating - and I think it's safe to say his favorite part was dipping the toothpick in the frosting and licking it...then licking the spoon, the bowl, anything with sugar. Yes, that afternoon was a doozy.

Oh, flu-ey.

Well, it had to get to us eventually. The flu. This week it hit both kids, at the same time, hard. I've never cleaned up so much throw up. Poor babies, and poor us! For the last few days no one has gotten sleep, eaten enough (well i'm still doing fine with my sweet intake), or smiled as much as usual. Hudson experienced throwing up in the toilet for the first time (when he could make it there in time), and Stella is taking it all like a champ, though her wimpers are regular right now. Going through this with them together has shown both Andy and I that Stella is like me when she's sick, and Hudson is like Andy. Hudson is very needy, winey, can't do anything himself, and is stuck to me like a magnet. Stella wants to be held a little more than normal, but seems to want her space and to tough it out more on her own. This is pretty similar to how Andy and I are sick. There aren't many times when i'm so sick i just need someone to take care of me. Typically i'll manage on my own. Andy, not so much. Maybe his mom was just too loving, and i'm the harsh reality that those days are over? :)

Needy or not, i hope our babies recover soon, so we can make our cookies and get ready for Santa to come!

happy holiday season

This year, for the fourth year in a row, we went to our local mall to take pictures with Santa. It's been the same Santa every time, which is awesome. The first year we went there was no line, and we were in and out. The others have been quite different! So as we waited in line for what seemed like forever, we took a couple pictures and enjoyed the time together. Hudson has made a turn this year with picture taking - he now enjoys having his picture taken, and will sometimes ask you to take one of him doing something he enjoys or thinks is photo worthy. Stella did great hanging out with everyone while we were in line, but when it came time for Santa's lap, that was a differen story. So needless to say (a picture is worth a thousand words for sure on this one), he picture was quick, and the memory great.

Andy and I both agree we have the most amazing, beautiful, loving kids ever (like so many parents do i'm sure), and this holiday I've committed myself to appreciating the time we have together. We have been reading lots of Christmas stories, watching the holiday flicks (especially Rudolph, Frosy, and the Polar Express), and of course enjoying the season's goodies!! Good thing Abbie's wedding is coming to help remind me i can't let loose entirely! Hudson has loved the Christmas music, and regularly sings his favorites throughout the day. It's hilarious to hear the words he chooses, since they're mostly wrong or not even words at all, but his melody is always good!

Didn't even have to ask and he hops up in the "Ice Princess'" lap for a beautiful picture. He's a ham, for sure!

Stella loves music so much, it's wonderful to watch her dance and light up whenever an instrument or tune is played. We will need to get her taking lessons while she's young so she can be the family musician!! maybe take after her great grandpa...